I have a very great great topic, that I shall use this yummy photo to disguise.
I’m very insecure at the moment, with a subject that all women struggle with, weight/health. I think that I can be healthier and run harder and be more hard working, but I’m lazy, but I dont want to end up like my brothers. I dont want to be fat. ever, at all. I have a phobia of that, yet, My actions dont show it. I need a wake up call.
I need something big to push me, I dont have that here. I wonder what’s that one thing. Any ways, I had better do something quick, before this envelopes me.
The moment this ends, I will end up, uh. fix it. This drive has to end on something positive. It has to. I have a history,
failure. Like it or not, its where I come from. So where do I go from here?